Baby it's cold outside!

Hello my lovelies!

  I have missed you so! I have been quite the busy momma. But with this nasty weather, I spend quite a bit of time indoors. I thought today was as good as any to get this baby back up and running. I am quite excited as I will be offering my services as a Pro starting in July. I have started to browse the web for equipment that I will need for this. I am hoping within a years' time to have a commercial property to have a dungeon.
  So back to the cold weather. It has been unusually cold here in NY, we haven't made it above freezing in weeks. Does that make me want to leave? No. This area in the summertime is unbeatable. So comfortably warm and very little rain. I spent my whole summer outdoors. This winter is a once in a 20 year thing.
  Have I been out? Nope. I have been in mommy mode. I may be going to a Valentine's party tomorrow evening though. I'm still thinking about it.
  I will be officially going out more regularly starting Memorial Day weekend. Oh and by then there will be pics up of me. Yes, after all this time. They may not completely show my face, to protect my privacy, but it will definitely show more than I have ever revealed before.
  Also, if any of my fans out there knows how to do web developing, please leave me a comment with your email address. I moderate all comments, so your email will not be seen by anyone else.
Stay warm!



So, it has been awhile! From all the emails begging me for an update, I felt I shouldn't make you wait any longer. I have been a busy bee! The biggest news I have to announce is that I am pregnant, yes by a BBC. It certainly was not planned, but I welcome my new little girl. The amazing thing is sex while pregnant is AMAZING! The orgasms are the best I have ever had. I have had sex in a while, but lately I have been horny and need to get some.

I realize this pregnancy may make me less appealing to some, but I'm not here to make anyone happy. This is about me.

I have also been working on my plan to start my Pro Domme business. With the baby coming I will probably not start till January, but want to get everything in place. I have some equipment I plan to buy and some sexy outfits.

I still have my two subs; one a black foot fetishist and the other is a white sissy maid. I enjoy them both and the joy they bring me.

I still have not found my cuckold. It is a difficult process. I am finding that many cuckolds come into it with selfish objectives. I'm awaiting the cuckold who comes into it to submit to my will without question or complaint.

I know this is short, but it is beautiful outside and I am trying to enjoy the day!


A personal message to Kanzeon: I have emailed you at both addresses but no response. Maybe you should email me or leave me your number.

Stood up!

Yes, it's true! I was stood up this weekend! The potential cuckold I have been talking to for over a month did not show up on Saturday! That was a first for me. Not sure why he didn't come. Maybe he was not as serious as he claimed. He certainly called quite often. Even though we spoke through Niteflirt, so it wasn't a complete waste, I am still disappointed. On to the next one!


Hump Day!

Yes, it is hump day! I think I will celebrate!
I wanted to take the time to let you know my Niteflirt schedule. It is not a strict schedule, but it is typical.

Monday-Thursday: 8am-2pm and 9pm-12am
*All times are Eastern time*

I am rarely, if ever, available on the weekends. I tend to be either fucking, out finding someone to fuck, or sleeping. Also, I may be meeting a new cuck that I have been talking to on Niteflirt.
I actually am meeting a cuck this weekend, from Dallas, that I have speaking to for over a month now. 

I have purchased a new domain,, but I don't think it is available yet. Not to worry! If you use the current link, it will always redirect you to my site!

If you recall, I mentioned my allergies last week. Actually, it was so bad I had a double ear infection. I am all better now! Just in time to meet this new cuck!

Today is the first day of Lent and most people give up something for the 40 days leading up to Palm Sunday. I don't know if I could give up BBC for 40 days. I think I will try to just eat healthier.


Some good reads

Hello there!

Here I sit while my maid does my once a week housecleaning! I have included a pic of her. I have been a bit under the weather for the last two weeks and I finally figured out why! My maid brought me flowers for the last few weeks and I did not know they contained ragweed! I am allergic to ragweed pollen and it gave me a nasty reaction. My maid promised to never bring it again. My throat is still scratchy, so if you call me you will not hear my sexy voice!
I have found some interesting reads in the last week I wanted to share. The first is an article from a few years ago about cuckolding that I found interesting.
The next article I found more interesting as it was written by a doctor in Psychology Today.
They are both great articles. I like finding content like this. Also the author of the latter article wrote a book on cuckolding which I am currently reading. It is the best book on cuckolding that I have found out there. I purchased mine for my Kindle on Amazon. I make no money from you purchasing it. Although I did try! They don't allow sites like mine to work with them.
I love the book so far. It is very empowering to have an intellectual approach to cuckolding.
I hope to have the effects of the allergies cleared up by tomorrow because I have a Valentine party to go to tomorrow night. I plan to find some fresh meat!

My maid

Another year older

So, I celebrated my birthday in the last week, including a birthday party on Friday. I also got a jacuzzi room and had a wonderful night with a new bull. It was our first night together and it was a lot of fun. He has been texting me ever since, telling me how much he wants to be inside me again. I admit, the feeling is mutual.
This bull in particular actually knows about cuckolding and has an interest in being with a cuckold couple. It's too bad I don't have a cuckold to be there when I fuck him.